I finally got my salary for the promo action on which we worked in December so I'm gonna buy a planetable. Lately I was thinking about what I like most of all to do, where I'd like to work, and I understood that I like drawing and I could study some graphics editors or even 3D so I can work in that sphere.
The problem is that I understood it too late XD
I already spent 4 years in university where I was studing fuckin economics. No, not studying, just pretended studing. So all these 4 years were absolutely useless: I don't like that subject, my parents made me to study it 'cause how they said "you always could find a job with these skills". And what now? It's crisis, and nobody needs economists, especially with not-so-good diplom. So after 4 years of studing I still have nothing. And I am still nothing. And I don't know could I be some day somebody I really want to be and do what I really like to do. Sometimes it seems to me that I don't want anything at all in this life.